
No my hair is not pulled back in this picture...it is gone...and it fabulous!

A few months ago I started thinking how great it would be if I had short hair. I have had short hair before, but I wanted something different something new. There are changes coming up in my life (which I will blog about and spill the beans about soon) I wanted something different.

After doing research about salons who "specialize" with naturally curly hair and finding pictures on Google that I liked I called and made an appointment. I showed him what I wanted and said I want it short. His idea and my idea of short were very different. I was thinking a little longer then this. I got out of the salon and within 5 minutes I was on the phone with Deborah crying freaking out. My hair was gone gone gone!! She was the only one who knew I was going. She met me at my house and said all the right things. I went upstairs and cried and cried. I was going to surprise Chris, but I wrote him and warned him to say only nice things. When he saw me he said "wow. You look different" That sent me back into the fetal position and what he did next was the best thing ever. He didn't say "I told you so" He is the best.

I then told him I needed a trip to Target. I went and bought a hat. ( and a great dress I found on clearance) I got home and E asked me if anyone said anything about my hair (she did not like it at first...at all) I told her no one knew me before my hair cut so it was just normal to them. I then told her I was still the same person. I woke up the next morning and did all my regular things and it kind of hit me I am still the same person. My hair was great, but that isn't what made me beautiful. That isn't what made me me. I am me! I took back my hat and went and bought earrings instead. Is it short..yes. Shorten then I wanted...yes. Do I love that it takes me less then 5 minutes to do my hair...YES! I feel confident and strong. Weird I know. My friend sent me a song after hearing about how traumatized I was. The title was "I am not my Hair" PERFECT!